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Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @12/23/2008 03:13:00 AM

nightlife nonstop fer past wks
banksavings figure kept dropping drastically
these days have been miserable
trying very hard to put up a smile
girlfriend have been a great listener
really feel at ease & comfortable talking to her
endless of senseless thoughts flowing through my mind

i realise i haven been a good girlfriend,
good daughter,
good friend,
good listener,
at all
towards a relationship,
nothing seems to work well fer me at all
i never wana things work out this way
why it always seems so wrong
with the way i deal with r/s.
why am i always de one being misunderstand by pple
whats the point of me kept putting in effort
im not pinpointing anyone here

girlfriend told me,
god is fair to everyone.
but why i dont see it
i hate the way im behaving this way
i appear to be happygolucky all de times
yet no one, or even myself, knows my innerself

sometimes i wonder,
what sorta personality i really protrays.
what if oneday i jus vanish,
will anyone miss me.
i doubt.




you left me speechless
as days pass, i realise alot of things
i think im having weird thoughts again.


PS:Im alright guys. (:
just spilling out my thoughts.

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