dammmmnn.
dad's naggginng again as usual!
went back earli straight to catchh beauuty slp
'cos i stayed up damn late last nite.
baby called mi on the way outa camp
as i was freaking tired
we hung down.
then something hiliarious happened
only to find out till i woke up an hr ago
and called him.
"WAH, wake up le!"
then both of us argued tt he din called me
but he insist he did and i was dream-talking.
"i got call you lo, then you say super lotsa weird tings"
"michan gan.."
"then you sae what i come into ur life i bring light into it"
"sae you very happy now"
"say last time you no bof you very lonely de"
"and you suddenli goes ORHHH YIIII ORHHH..."
"LOL LOL LOL!"
"so i jus laugh non-stop."
"after tt i told you i reach outside my sch eat le den call you"
"then you called le."
Damn paiiseiiii laaaaaaaa
Was blushing all the way loh!
Could jus imagine his face when i said those lah!
And he just keep laughing on the next line =/
WALAO!
-.-"
How on earth such tings come out of my mouth!
AHHH
♥ LOVES LOVES LOVES!
love you baby. HEEEHEE.
im STRUGGLING.
issit so fcuking hard to change your tolerance
im freaking trying hard to change
yet you.
mine own problems is causing more then i can handle
YET I NEED TO ENDURE MORE.
im not a wonderwomen
who's gona spare a thot for my sake.
be a man of words
if it kills you to come with an decision
then dont stop me from having mine
cos' it kills me so like hw it kills you
i only need
tiny bit more of your
love,tolerance,understanding,perserverance
♥kindly please?
jus seems so well tt everything shakens easily now
compared to de past
the r/s tt used to withstand many more things
OHWELL.
"perish is better off living than leading hardship."
♥ Happy GORGEOUS
21ST BIRTHDAY!
Sorry ah! Reveal all the pics!
pics spoke a thousand words!
bdae girl best buddy! angie! (:
I still love you!
Always have
&
Always will
(:
From our birthday, until we dieIs but the winking of an eye.
So true issnt it.
May your special day unfold into happiness.
A birthday is a day filled with special joy
A day that lets you know you're always loved and cherished
Though closeness was not seen as much
Never once failed to forget you
You make a great friend!
A great companion!
A great buddy!
Celebrate this day, and embrace all the reasons to believe in wishes again.
ONCE AGAIN..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
CHUA MEIMEI! (:
William Shakespeare With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.
as said, me & sis pics
(:
and long long ago me & ahxin.
TADAHH.
(:
and long long ago me & ahxin.
TADAHH.
favourite pose of the day! (:
[: 
long timee agoooo..
loveslovesloves.with baby. (:
ops.all these here aren't my rants
for baby,
Many things have changed
We cant deny it hasnt because its so obvious it had
I made mistakes after another
We cant deny it hasnt because its so obvious it had
I made mistakes after another
I feel tremendously awful.
I'm beginning to question.
And i question myself
Ihate the way I'm feeling now
Bttersweet, coupled with the pangs of missing love
ICan't help but noticed that i teared very easily nowadays
Infront of you especially only
The close ones
Over happiness and unhappiness
Over the slightest thing
Over absurd reasons
And these days especially the unhappy ones
I just felt like crying these days
I realized that
I was indeed quite a horrible. wretched girlfriend
And it's not like I am very proud of that
I always think i could have done well
But i always failed terribly
Could have been at least better
You know, down the drama
More the love and understanding
But it's all a tad too late
I made my baby so mad
I hurt him up so badly that day
The worst
Those words jus came out before i could think twice
Those harsh words of mine
De huge hurt impact only comes later to me
Regret, Remorse
Though fill up the whole emptiness
Yet i guess its no more of a use
Serves me right issnt it
The one whom i really dont wish to hurt most
Is you
Yet i've done it
What has really gotten into me
You told me
"Dont teared anymore"
"It doesnt help"
"Cause the hurt is done"
Your-once-assured-thoughts of me as the last
Is slowly fading i guessed
I made you lost full confidence for us
Though i knew
Mine was the most ultimate hurt
Yours affect me too
I dont know how long will the confidence be build up
Again
But im willing to try for us
This time round
I rather we talk things out
Than act ignorant
And act as nothing happen the next day
Im not sucha person
Who can take it as nothing happens
Yet i've to do all these
I know
I realli know
Im at fault
Im sorry
I really do mean it
im sorry :'(
Forgiveness takes time
Im willing to wait
But please dont take too long
Cos' i dont know if i can take it
I never fail to realised after a big fight
It's always him that gives in to me
i NEVER said sorry before he does
Yes, curse me
If he shld decide to dump me one day
I totally deserve it
I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm
Than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
Sorry. And i love you <3
You always have been so uberly sweet
Fetching & picking me up from work
Cooking things for me to eat
Singing me to sleep
Encouraging me now and then
Enduring my nonsense over & over
Enduring my unbearable temper over & over
Never fail to be there whenever i felt like crying
Whenever i see him
It seemed as though the sun came out
His hug and kisses are like my antidote and cure
Someone whom i can trust utterly
Who knows the best and worst of me
And who love me in spite of all my faults
So boyfriend, thank you so very much.
我曾认真 深爱着一个人 他给我幸福
我等,我问
未来何时发生他只是给我一个吻 is 快乐
我哭 是因为你的手曾答应带我向前走难过
我哭 是因为我的手找不到你说的
以后 de 眼泪
我都曾为你流感动和悲伤都是理由只不过
在你不再爱我了以后剩坏的眼泪慢慢流快乐
我哭 是因为我付出得到你温柔的答复难过
我哭 是因为我认输你的心永远留不住好眼泪 坏眼泪
我都曾为你流感动和悲伤都是理由只希望
在我不再想你了以之后有好的眼泪慢慢流有好的笑容陪着我
Now
How i hope and wish
Ignorance is bliss.
This time round
I really hope to stay till old with you
I dont know if i can walk down the aisle with you successfully
Im sorry for the troubles i've caused
And stress you
To even till you feel like living is a hardy
I rather take your path
I dont know how even till now
We have to reach to this stage
Compared to the first few
You means more then words i can say to me
thanks for everything.
heart wrenching.keren, thanks fot being here always
i know i will need ur rely for now and then
and reliance for support from now on
thank you sis.
♥ HELLO! (:
Boohaa.
Randomness
tadaah!
Randomness
tadaah!
*baby see this? LOL. resemble the old you! OPS!
quote of the day:
the truth is always brutal
telling the truth always hurts
but lieing always hurts more
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♥ fruitful day
for the past days
ت
due to the unbearable nonsencial of mom
stayed out the night with baby nights ago
well i know i know
seems like what a rebellious kid will do
and how me as an young adult could have done that
so try it with my mom first before critising (:
anyway, the night spend was wondrous
:D
and back to work
a weekend rest! (:
working there is terribly wrong to me now
supervisor sucks, unreaonable senior captain & captains
jus 'cos i used to keep quiet in the past
doesnt mean the bully can be made
if you guys can be talked to nicely
OHWELL
i can only say that that doesnt apply to me that much now
"draw a line between work and personal"
always hang around with these sentence of yours
yet who's the really one who does it
people are only living in their own world
im not angry with anyone or whosever
soo..
take no offence if you're reading (:
and
GIRLFRIEND outing yesterday!
like after donkey years
since i last met sis
wooohoooooo
as mentioned, fruitful day especially when its with her
& due to my amnesiac memory
camera wasnt anywhere near me!
so camwhoring session with her 3.2px mobile
and compared hers to zx's 5.2px mobile
the same one use as baby,
sis mobiles works wonderously!
WAHAHA
sped through the whole vivocity
guess shopping wansnt our main prority
throughout de walking session
we babbled more then usual
exchange our daily life stuffs
our babys
our future and our friends
thats why i said
only those who owns a genuine friendship
will understd the true relationship in it
never to say my cutie babe (:
dined at thai ascent
tom yan seafood noodle
THUMBS UP! [:
and off to our camwhADoreing session over and over again
even on a piece of grassland.
HAHA
so-secondary-school life back
and off to pick baby up from work
was late and poured heavily la
and he grumbled grumbled grumbled all the way
:( my fault my fault
MILLION APOLOGIES HERE!
*BOW x3*
tehehehe
you are the most forgiving guy luh okay
see i love you so much de la
i'm not taking advantage of you hoh!
*giggles
make up to you okay! (:
哈哈
N
pic-tures of us(sis&me)to be up after she send!
(:
TATA!
back to schoolwork~
♥loves loves loves
超爱你！
tehehehe.
Days passed fast
i guessed the saying of..
"what comes around goes around"
stays geniune.
in another words, retribution i guessed
dont always think you've done alot for your friends
when i guess you've done shit
dont hang around with the word "cherish & treasure "
till you've know the true defination of it
(:
think of your own character, think of your attitude
before shifting the blame to others
if you're sucha whooha person
history wont be repeating itself.
in another words, you deserved it.
:D
school
another 3more wks hopefully i can leave this place
redo final presentation
encouragement agains frm them and baby (:
and, baby FORBIDS me to shit this noon
jackass him
hehehe
life's pretty empty these days
met up with keren for her talk
waited for zx and baby to come after that
dinner with baby, keren and zhenxuan
sweet couples last!
coach baby maths after they left
and home sweet home
4 of my closies bdae poping by soon
meimei, jaclyn, keren, tiffany
anticapating!
(:
baby's sick again
guess it due to the sudden change in weather
and the overloading work in camp
poor him
pains to see him like this
hope recovery upon him speeds up
prays*
fuck you
michaelgan.
condemed for life.
utterly DISSAPOINTMENT .
