happy new yearrrrr eve!!
time flies
jus 6days ago i celebrated xmas eve countdown with boyf & friends
zouk on xmas eve with tiffy,vann,kate,cl & of cos darling.
tinyplanet, saw my cousins,aunts & polymates & seniors
off to boatquay with them, jeff joined in
with one of his friend, benjamin leong&gf.
shocked x10000000 to the max!
tug myself to boyf's crib after celebration
overall, memorable xmas celebration~
-xmas day-
work noon shift before boyf picked me up at work
off to meet up with his friends
before heading off to vivo with boyf alone
slacked around at the open area outside.
have been staying overnight at tiffy's hse lately too
LOL.
gossips etc
closer bond definately(:
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today we're gona celebrate again for NYE. ((:
i think its really time to stop nuahing around le
RIGHT BF!? LOL
nuah, nuah, nuah
HAHAHA
in less than 12hours time when the clock strikes
2oo8 comes to an end
come to think of it
2oo8 actually made a great change in my life
i.. laughed hard
cried hard
loved hard
lost hard
live hard
endured hard
endured hard
tolerate hard
and of cos,
survived hard
not to say i really learned alot within this year
looking back on all the good memories made me ponders alot
of cause, there're de bad ones too
definately making me more tough and stronger than i was
yet, tolerating and enduring more than the usual
friends that left a footprint and left unknowingly
new friends that unknowingly step into my life
and of cos, the many many years of friendship with the oldfriends
((:
you guys play an important role in my story
&& of cos relationships
that really made me growup alot
especially from the previous
making me as strong as i am now
that made me the way i am now too
& of cos learning to appreciate life and stay happy
stressful as it may seems to be
im learning to put aside all unhappiness
without any worries
regarding to newyear resolution..
i've thought alot
hoping it wont be any empty promises anymore to myself
i've quit my nightjob
decided to let my dad stop worrying of cos
and get a fulltime job asap
not forgetting my badhabit
lessen & cut down on my cigs
(:
followed by the most next two very important things
in my life
my boyf, &
my darling friends.
:D
in regards to boyf, its a new r/s
a new life for us
hopefully, it works out well
im tired of being the -malelead- anymore
i wana be the demure xiao nu ren ):
for friends,
i believe, those genuine one, will stay close
and not forgetting to standby eachother
in need of times.
2009 will be a betteryear,
i suppose. (:
advanced MERRY XMAS EVE
to all!
sweet santa claus is in town already!
ENJOY, guys!
XOXO, kris(:
nightlife nonstop fer past wks
banksavings figure kept dropping drastically
these days have been miserable
trying very hard to put up a smile
girlfriend have been a great listener
really feel at ease & comfortable talking to her
endless of senseless thoughts flowing through my mind
i realise i haven been a good girlfriend,
good daughter,
good friend,
good listener,
at all
towards a relationship,
nothing seems to work well fer me at all
i never wana things work out this way
why it always seems so wrong
with the way i deal with r/s.
why am i always de one being misunderstand by pple
whats the point of me kept putting in effort
im not pinpointing anyone here
girlfriend told me,
god is fair to everyone.
but why i dont see it
i hate the way im behaving this way
i appear to be happygolucky all de times
yet no one, or even myself, knows my innerself
sometimes i wonder,
what sorta personality i really protrays.
what if oneday i jus vanish,
will anyone miss me.
i doubt.
you left me speechless
as days pass, i realise alot of things
i think im having weird thoughts again.
PS:Im alright guys. (:
just spilling out my thoughts.
it's time to move on...
(:
karma do happens i guess..
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on a duller note,
de all time favourite guy in chijmes, yong
is heading to serve de nation tmr,11thdec
everything's cleared up (:
we'll miss you~
&& your nonsense!
misunderstanding 've been gg on at workplace
pple jus dont seems to get their facts right
before pointing their fingers on others
deny, deny & more deny
isnt it more clear that
ur guiltness is filling in
talk to me straight in de face
like how i did then
face de problem instead of escaping
alot of things you think ppl doesnt know
but SURPRISINGLY all ur hideous dirty secrets
is no longer a tiny weeny matter
(:
pple 've been telling me im having special treatment by him
& im giving him false hope, hope so not
all along i've been treating everyone de same
till now,
at least i've thot it over alr
3rd dec
3third.
supposed to be our 18months supposed
well, no deny that both of us 've changed tremendously
but still,
a part of my heart still have the remains in you
a perfect glowing star that always stays
a date that i'll remember fer sure
memories.
rested two days straight at home
Tuesday,
Tiffy darl visited me yst
went to wcp tts newly opened
short stroll over there
& headed off fer dinnner
brought her in my SWEET home as requested
used my lappy to do her resume
and sent tons of job applications
hongkong drama-ing at the same time
Wednesday,
After two straight days of rest
Headed to work
Sakura, Upperclub, Home
Bell was back to work
Unpleasant events
Dyla & bf was pissed off by her
Yw too
Politics, something which i really dont like
Why on earth am i always de middle person
And end up i always get aim-ed & scolded in de end
Sighs
Ended work early at 11pm today
Trained back
-
Good memory yongwei rem i love chocos
On de way back with him in de train
He asked me open his bag
And i jus aimlessly look around & saw his lappy
He kept quiet throughout
Till i saw de pack of huge Tobleron
Then he finally opened his golden mouth
"Na, give you"
Shocked me out.
Has been long since someone gave me a bigpack of chocos
(:(:(:
thanks thou (:
i love chocolatess~~~
kindsoul around will be greatly love
if i've one whole big barrel of darkchoco
fer coming xmas season!
(: (: (:
life goes on.
i've long know this face that
things that happened fast, ended fast
de previous r/s was a good example
i should have damn learn my lesson
after falling down twice
twice. TWICE.
guessed the result
but didnt expect it to hit me damn real fast
.
i used to tell friends around me
loving someone doesnt mean
getting hold of that person by your side
-
was on de phone with qiuying fer like
close to 3hrs
only to know & close up our frenship understanding
the trust & maturity'
towards everyone & friends around
alot things have been happenings
she's been a good pillar and comforting partner
telling me what to do & not fer stuffs'
coaching me in de most mature manner
feels no worries talking to her
at least i feeel so much better
&& of cos
finalising an almost-i-thought-i-wouldnt-face decision
thanks darling(:
this gota be a godamn long post
everysingle entry represents my past memories
&& of cos due to my STM,
i prefer noteing every single details happenings around
when in times to come,all these will be part of my story
ended work late on fri
acc-ed UC ppl to boatquay club
still prefer dancing with tiffy, so comfy
sat down @riversidepoint to chill
supposed to go drink
but slightly pissed with
tt yongwei's been stoping me to drink
preventing me to take de cups
when i was still FULLY awake
& not even slight sight of tipsy-ness
keep niaming me to go home
dont go work
etc etc.
overall, i know he's been taking real gd care of me
he really does
remembering de choco he owned me
telling me nt to accept any guys drink if dey're treating
even thou he's jus beside me
acc-ed me all de way while gg restroom & outside etc
ton-ed & chatted till 5plus am
& pei me through de mornin
thou he knew's damn gona get nagged by his family
went eat breakfast tog with him at liangcourt's mac
he treated, (: thanks
den send me off to work
kena vip again
but this time with a diff vip runner, yong
i guess i still prefer the damn helpful hairi
nonstop nonsense around
dammmmn freaky awkardness arouma
ended work in a most relaxing way
had a good chat with cherlyn
&& off to taka with de rest to acc dave fer his shoes
met up with lauren & qiuying so after
made qy waited fer close to 45mins.
i'm sorrrrrrrrrrrry ):
made qy waited fer close to 45mins.
i'm sorrrrrrrrrrrry ):
subway,camwhore,smoked, talk-edddd
all of our problems
about de new staffs in rtc
de staffs in chijmes
de dislikes & hatred fer ppl
the likes & loves fer ppl
those two kept ask me get one slot frm serene back to work again
cos all de newstaffs damn fcukedup
rude,nerd,unpolite,yaya
but ): serene..
though 4hrs was short
alot of catchup with each other was done
:D :D :D
lazy us intended to take cab
walked all de way frm
esplanade-sg'flyer-backtomarnina
half hr walk
den intended oncall cab back
was de last to alighted
a fruitful gathering session with them
love me or not,
i do smoke, drink & club (:
im definately not the obedient neighbourhood girl-next-door.
(: cheers
