i've tons and kilos to rant.
soooo, this post will be filled with more words than usual
caution!
i've warned you! (:
j8 with qy yesterday noon
have our lunch at longjohn
*countingg fingers de number of months since i last step in*
as usual, we updated alot, alot.
& i actually realise the guys we have shared e same problems
maybe not us, but most.
skipped that, went backlane of j8
chatted nonstop for 2hrs
sch,friends,relationship,life
almost everything under the roof (construction site below!)
sat there, puff, drank, craps
and realise she seems to appear to have alot of problems
kept beneath her
the ahlian we used to term her
that's famous for her freaky lame jokes
seems to quiet-ened down alot
kinda missed the old her
time seems to past much faster then we expected
and of cos' not forgetting our camwhore session
(:
madness craze.
thanks babe
:D
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off to work straight
ballroom was much much more quiet then usual
yet mike hired so many staffs
really shouldnt have come
there's like 5of us with like only 5tables of guest?
he partnered dyla up with me
for the ladyboss table
mike kept pulled me aside to complain lotsa stuffs
-.-
-.-
and both yongwei & biwen was niaming their partner
stood there like a vase
finished work much early than usual
then he told bw,yw and me
that upperclub lost 6btle of wine & 100+btles of evian
omgggggg.
his whole face turned black
chilled him down
off to boatquay with yongwei they all to celebrate fren's bdae
(:
happybdae yw's friend
:D
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back to my personal life
realise 've quite been a failure
besides being able to cope with friendship
i think i failed terribly in relationship
to you ow:
i know you'll read this
i've done my part & given you tons of chance
i've enough of repeating everything over & over again
and same mistakes that's carrying on
i know you're making an effort now
i can see it, i saw your effort
but, BUT, its really pointless now
its just like running in circles on the same spot
no point, you get it?
i'm sorry
self-centered or selfish, i admit
the damage's done
so just let it heal instead of repairing it
it'll cause more spoilage instead
each time something like that happen
you sent numerous text spurling vulgarities
followed by the regretful actions that you've made
and next by saying stuffs like
if i dont see you tmr..
u prolly wont get the chance to anymore..
my last regret would be..
etc, etc.
i dont like this at all
you simply jus like to used this
each time we have a heated argument
how long can this be used
dont take my concern for granted
first;two time, i pity
but it wont last long
how long you wana test me
dont do anything foolish
its really not of an use anymore
instead, it's making me feeling disgusted alrdy
sorry to say so
just for once, just leave everything as it is now
i'm really really much more satisfied of my life w/o you
instead,i found back my my real me
besides that, i guessed alll i have to say so is this much
thanks for those 16+months
and everything.
sorry again
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i'm actually happy with my life now
and towards you
i guessed all clarifications have been made clearly yst
i'll take bk my words
my mind's in a whirl
i dont know how to face you with a genuine smile anymore
that i once used to have
why couldnt evrything jus remain peacefully
i'll jus take a step at a time, naturally
indirectly, the hurt is done
thanks for being truthful
thou its a short period
thanks for those days too.
:D
xie xie ni
at least i know, everything stays pretty well now
(:
that's enough, hopefully
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*puffy eyes
woke up super early this morning
saw the msg y sent earlier on
out of nowhere, i teared.
have been sometime since i last teared
i thot all along everything has been gg well
past have been past alrdy
i just wana move on
how could you tend to forget the little details
that may be insignificant to you
but significant to me
let's continue to stay on this way can?
a chance is yet to be given
i dont wish anything to change
(:
i'm really happy & contented the way it is now.
i miss those days
<3 .
started rotting away
and decided to blog
papa was helping me to clear de family shoe rack just mins ago
then he saw my previous working place
rtc stockings, shoebags, etc
he asked do i still wan it.
told him " Yao! Yao! Bu yao diu diao"
'cos all still not opened, i bought alot spare stockings
tt time work rtc serene keep catch us
nv wear mus buy 1stocking frm her 10bucks!
sighs
back to my dad
then when he reached all the plastic bags
he asked again
"then all these leh, hai yao bu yao"
with me replying " YAO! YAO! ALL YAO LAH!"
told him not to threw away, might reuse of sell off
if not really very wasted
then he looked at me with the O.o face
quan bu dou yao!
shou mou dou yao lah ni!
laopa hai yao bu yao!
LOL
then i went.. "errrr.. ??"
HAHAHA!
my humorous dad.
my humorous dad.
-overdued photos-
.
khaki at work & outside work
[:
a girl tt seems so rough
but i saw her inner gentle
every girls also have their weak side actually
and she's not exception
tryin out the cam, tts why i snap snap snap!
:D :D
nice photo thou.
shocked her over at chalet!
that's all folks!
going off to meet with qy already
have been like 3/4 mths since i last saw her!
before i quit at the previous workplace, need some catchup!
*moody moody
i cant stop it from increasing.
why is it so?
holymama, i needa breathtaking.
i miss You so.
well well well
i know its preetyyy long since i've touched these
(:
see this!
kids lah nowadays
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darl sis was hospitalise few days back
worry like mad lah while working
and zx got to leave her alone thruout de nite to go back
scare the hell outta her
went super early de next day to see her
and there she's jumping back as usual!
GRR, Urgh.
LOL.
back to work
work's pretty fun nwadays with the cliques
acc-ed elly to the staff chalet at aloha
stayed till 3+am
and zd rided me back
pretty nthing much happening ard lah
jus met darl fer dinner, walked ard
and over to her hse for *intimate* jobs!
LOL
movie tog
look at the carebears she have!
MADNESS!
how can nt forget abt her BIG bear! omggggg!
i love this!
i likeeeeeeeee~~
wahahahaha!
*happy happy!
my sunshine, ****
HELLOS!!! (:
*waves x3*
somebody jus complained i never update update update!
've been movie-ing alot these days
Painted Skin last wk.
rated 3/5
baby took off on fri and went to have our dimsum buffet!
(: (: (:
laobeijing at plaza sing
food dere are incredibly nt much of a varieties lah
fortunately its cheap enuff, but still total bill sums up to 30
both of us still prefers yumcha~
after buffet, off to rtc to get his payand heeded off to cathay for Eagle's Eyes Digital
THUMBS UP! 4/5!
Really made my eyes open wide
how technology could actually improved till that!
Just go watch it! Worth it!
and this is actually a super late pics
celebration for monthsary. (:
*shhhhhhh
baby has really been patient these whilestill, he did blew up at times too
monthly aunt visited me this wk
and he told me
lotsa craps and nonsense 've been coming out from me
:B
and he kept
HIAMMMM ME!!!!
right!?
say me too nagggyyy, say me too loh-sohhhhhhh
say me too many things to sayyyyy
okay loh!
i'll be de quiet party now!
You watch out !!!
(: (: (:
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!
hee.
teheeeeheeeee.
Title: It's her birthday, it's her birthday!
Yeap Yeap!
NO DOUBT, NO DOUBT!!
NO DOUBT, NO DOUBT!!
its our eveleen teng's birthday! [:
Went to Eveleen's birthday party last last wk!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BABE!
This busy busy lil girl actually took time and effort
To look for a huge and big place and of cos' an affordable one
Over at PA'S chalet!
Those were the girls that stayed overnight with her for
..
MAJONG SESSION!
I really really salute them, esp the MJ queens!
Spend sleepless nights playing rounds after round!
Fun mehhhh?
HAHHA.
Joined them the next day cos i've work on tt day dey booked in!
EXPECTED LAH,
The moment i reached dere, dey were majong-ing away!
Soooooooo...
Saw the on-tv-ed?
ANDDD EYE GLUED IMMIDATELY ON IT ONCE I REACHED!
waited for quite a long period of time before all the guest arrived!
AND OF COS..
Her YUMMMMMMMMMS YUMMMMMMS
mangoooo cake!
noticed with the key on it?
Then
Then
This suppperrrr duperrrrrrr shy girl blew her candles!
never in my life before seen her so stepback!
she was like so damn freaky paiseeii
when we kept requested her to take photo & smile at the cam!
"eh dont take lah dont take, dont need lah dont need.."
"cut cake, cute cake.."
soooo cute lahh!
annnd only like after much persuading with the hell lotsa of ushe got no choice!
snap snap snap snap snap!
snapping around!
[:
with meimei.
(super chio man i think this photo!)
the sunshine smile girls~
that sure smitten lotsa guys to deathhh!
then comes sheena, the photo queen!
3/4 time of the cam was snapping for her!
notice notice, jolintsai look-alike
BARBIE DOLL EYESS~
and MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
:D :D :D :D
our superstar~~
fiona, with her signature t\/\/ist!
finally requested to the group photo
this bdary girl only allows us to take one shot loh!
URGHHHHHHH.
SEEE SEEE~~~
photo queennnnnnnn back in action!
:xXxXXXXx
Teheeeeheeeee.
before it came back to me!
look at those crowds!
P/S: xh look super sexyyyy here with her so kissable lips. (:
*ahemmmmm ahemmmmm*
look at those crowds! then it was pic time with the bdaygirl!
And due to the superrrr humid air inside the house,
Alll of us went outside for a breathtaking!'
Expected and as usual~
SNAPS SNAPS SNAPSSSSS!
P/S: xh look super sexyyyy here with her so kissable lips. (:
*ahemmmmm ahemmmmm*coughs x3
YESYES, i need speak now!
Dont know somewhere somehow, somebody..
actually requested for the girls' HUGS!
madneesss craze i tell you!
they were all like pushing around here and there lahh!
then we were all suppose to give the bdaygirl a HUG!
before back to our tons of group photos!
before back to our tons of group photos!bear with me a little more, will you?
The entry's coming to an end! (:
[;
yippppeees!!
