topic:friendship
Is endurance a necessarity for true friendship
How long can my endurance stay
You, will treasure my endurance?
You, will treasure my endurance?
Or was all these jus all my wishful thoughts
Sometimes friendship really do make me lonely
I thought friendship can go through all the hardship, but i dont see yours
I place 100% effort and heart to it, how about you?
Can we really truthfully treat it
I know you had good intentions maybe
Sometimes friendship really do make me lonely
I thought friendship can go through all the hardship, but i dont see yours
I place 100% effort and heart to it, how about you?
Can we really truthfully treat it
I know you had good intentions maybe
I know you wanted to bond the friendship
I know you were acting on pure excitement
But
I could only smile, with a frown
I know you were acting on pure excitement
But
I could only smile, with a frown
all along, everyone thought im strong
perhaps i arent at all
i wanted to yell out. scream. roar out
i wanted to say out so much how upset i was
i felt terrible
ive always painted out the better picture for everyone else
but only deep inside i only knew how i really felt
After all these, i think it was really a hard lesson for me to learn
I know de truth is there
As said, the truth is always ugly
Now im starting to believe
But somehow i never once want and force myself to accept, even till now
Im sorry for those harsh words
It might be in a moment of anger, it might be in a moment of confusion
Believe it or not
Im sorry for those harsh words
It might be in a moment of anger, it might be in a moment of confusion
Believe it or not
it was the first time i've done this
Apologies made
Hoping and wished
Never in my life once again, i want a second time
The feeling isnt nice
Hoping and wished
Never in my life once again, i want a second time
The feeling isnt nice
Maybe you totally disagree with me
But this is what i really felt
Disapointed in the little trust you have in me
The way that i thought you may know me upside down but not
Despite de closeness we used to have
Was I in total wrong
Disapointed in the little trust you have in me
The way that i thought you may know me upside down but not
Despite de closeness we used to have
Was I in total wrong
Am I
I really don't know anymore
Anyway, all the friendship i guessed that i once owned
The happy memories, still saved inside my memory, undeleted
I hope for yours too
Believe it or not, I treasure and cherish the close friendship we once have
Assured made
Anyway, all the friendship i guessed that i once owned
The happy memories, still saved inside my memory, undeleted
I hope for yours too
Believe it or not, I treasure and cherish the close friendship we once have
Assured made
at this moment,
my baby, keren and the girls are my reliance. thanks so much.
its all in my memory space in my 'internal' memory (:
topic: love
going on strong. learning and growing at the same time.
ps: sorry for this entry
i need to pour out all my unhappiness
i dont wish to turn to anybody anymore
the only thing i need, more trust in the rest
thank you
