i miss those. Am i always the one to discovered the lies that's suppose to be kept
How many more do you wana keep it from me
(:
the most beloved girlfriend/sister/twin/buddy/bestfriend
of mine.
certified.
visit this lady today upon reading her blog
news shocked upon me
worried to the max
please take super ultra good care of your
HEALTH
OKAY!
i cannot afford to lose you
(:
read your blog.
touched.
one word says it all: thank you :D
you deserve more than this
remember those days
the days at vivo
our carefree days
the days we thought that
all our sorrows,worries and unhappiness
flows together with the kick in the water
the splash sound of it, still remains deeply
i thank those days the people who doesnt cherish you
the day ur mum bring you to this small round planet
the day where i first met upon you
the day we have our first talk
the day whoever the person brings you to me
the day where difficulties came along
the day we face all those through during the youth teen stage
the day we got closer together as seconds tick away
so many of "the days.."
and more to come in future
i promised.
*rememberbe it what happens, i will standby you
stay beside you
as always.
those days...
time spend with zero worries
timespan with the girls
shopping spree ,girlies talk, daily exchange never ending talks,the talebearing
the boisterous life
the time where i used to stay 24/7 infront of the tv eyes glued to it
the late night phone talks
the golden years
favourite time of my life
i truely missed
these days...
i dont deny
40%dates
30% work & work & WORK.
20%friends
10%schoolwork
and its fading.
i guess im gona be a goner soon
and i need more beauty sleep
totally decomposed, drop dead.
dead.
work fer the 2weekends
0800-1130 for sat
0900-0730 for sun
total 26hours gone for work
stand 26hours straight
leg ache 26 hours
back crooked for 26 hours
try?
and..
baby gt me a chocolate waffle before he start work at 2pm!
(:(:(:
sugarneess all over
waited fer him end work yst at 10pm
told him i was super hungry
guessed i grumbled too much
lotsa mouth and lips moving around here and there
im sorry for the caused made.
:(
and finally he appeared.
gobbled up all the sandwhiches he made inside the kitchen
while working
turkeybacon cheese egg sandwhich
yumm yummms
:D :D :D :D :D :D
taste ultra delicious
hehehe.
muacks*
topic:friendship
Is endurance a necessarity for true friendship
How long can my endurance stay
You, will treasure my endurance?
You, will treasure my endurance?
Or was all these jus all my wishful thoughts
Sometimes friendship really do make me lonely
I thought friendship can go through all the hardship, but i dont see yours
I place 100% effort and heart to it, how about you?
Can we really truthfully treat it
I know you had good intentions maybe
Sometimes friendship really do make me lonely
I thought friendship can go through all the hardship, but i dont see yours
I place 100% effort and heart to it, how about you?
Can we really truthfully treat it
I know you had good intentions maybe
I know you wanted to bond the friendship
I know you were acting on pure excitement
But
I could only smile, with a frown
I know you were acting on pure excitement
But
I could only smile, with a frown
all along, everyone thought im strong
perhaps i arent at all
i wanted to yell out. scream. roar out
i wanted to say out so much how upset i was
i felt terrible
ive always painted out the better picture for everyone else
but only deep inside i only knew how i really felt
After all these, i think it was really a hard lesson for me to learn
I know de truth is there
As said, the truth is always ugly
Now im starting to believe
But somehow i never once want and force myself to accept, even till now
Im sorry for those harsh words
It might be in a moment of anger, it might be in a moment of confusion
Believe it or not
Im sorry for those harsh words
It might be in a moment of anger, it might be in a moment of confusion
Believe it or not
it was the first time i've done this
Apologies made
Hoping and wished
Never in my life once again, i want a second time
The feeling isnt nice
Hoping and wished
Never in my life once again, i want a second time
The feeling isnt nice
Maybe you totally disagree with me
But this is what i really felt
Disapointed in the little trust you have in me
The way that i thought you may know me upside down but not
Despite de closeness we used to have
Was I in total wrong
Disapointed in the little trust you have in me
The way that i thought you may know me upside down but not
Despite de closeness we used to have
Was I in total wrong
Am I
I really don't know anymore
Anyway, all the friendship i guessed that i once owned
The happy memories, still saved inside my memory, undeleted
I hope for yours too
Believe it or not, I treasure and cherish the close friendship we once have
Assured made
Anyway, all the friendship i guessed that i once owned
The happy memories, still saved inside my memory, undeleted
I hope for yours too
Believe it or not, I treasure and cherish the close friendship we once have
Assured made
at this moment,
my baby, keren and the girls are my reliance. thanks so much.
its all in my memory space in my 'internal' memory (:
topic: love
going on strong. learning and growing at the same time.
ps: sorry for this entry
i need to pour out all my unhappiness
i dont wish to turn to anybody anymore
the only thing i need, more trust in the rest
thank you
disappointment accumulate as days pass.
I'm not any superwomen, just a simple girl
I'm non that kind of girl that you can let down,and think that everything is okay
I am only human
The gorl that needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
i know you are damn angry
but stand in my point of view
the 2ND PART of celebration with him
at MarinaSquare Jack's Place.
His super shagged look after the chalet.
And while inside the cab..
and our MENU for the day! THE POTATOEE WAS YUMMILICIOS I TELL YOU!
Just nice enough to fit my super HUGE appetite!
But always remeber to get with some potatoes dressing.
That's what he always taught me so.
He ANTICIPATING for the food!Can go ADVERTISE for Jack's Place already lah!
HOR!
HE HE HE! :D 
AND SOO..After our meals.
HE KEPT DRAGGING MY TIME
DRAG AND DRAG AND DRAG..
Definately something fishy up to his sleeves!
So i gave the supsicious look.
And he just happy snap away!
me: why are you stil waiting, eat finish le ask fer bill le la?!
me: i call the waitress here for the bill.
him: wait awhile la. nvm. i go over to the counter pay.
him: wait awhile la. nvm. i go over to the counter pay.
(he was giggling throughout)
me: (thinking) HUH? What he up to huh?
me: Pay bill pay here la why stil need go there, i get the waitress for you la!
him: EHH! DON'T! DON'T I TELL YOU, I GO OVER NOW.
(And he jus stand and walk off)
me: -.-" WTH
him: (then he slowlis walk back, at this time he smiled)
him: okay. done
me: Orh. (Took my bag and sling over ready to go)
me: let's go (smiling back but knew super confirm his smile was so FAKE!)
then..
suddenly, the whole restaurant jus switch its super classical songs which is so momentum
to the birthday song.
me: (eyes wide open, frowning my eyebrow)
me: (me-to-him) what's all this about?
me: HAHAH! SEE I KNOW YOU WERE UP TO NO GOOD RIGHT!
him: hehehe! ( and he starts snapping away my super shocked face again)
(and goes laughing my neck suddenly stretch til like giraffe
laugh and laugh and laugh)
me: very funny meh? (i was super startled and elated!)
(thinking.. since ever when he know how to do sucha tings)
HEHEHE!
him: SURPRISED!!
me: (LAUGH AND LAUGH ALL THE WAY!) YOU AR!
me: thank you darling. (smiles)
thanks so much for the unconditional love
thanks for making me happy, i hope you'll be happy too ((=
And we start to share the cake
CHOCOLATEEE!!!
CHOCOLATEEE!!!
Hehehe! MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE!
(:
Then we ended our day with playing around with sparkles.
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
yooohooooooooooooo
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(:
The late 21st bigday of mine. (:
Super lengthy photos post!
Neverthless, i still wana show this imperfect boyf of mine
who planned this whole celebration out for me
I don't know how to show my appreciation out to you
But i really do see the hard work you've put in.
So through here this time round,
I guess friends all around have seen the effort put in by you.
And this is a huge THANK YOU, baby.
On the cab before heading down to chalet
The first day, goldkart with huixan and baby.
They actually have siblings/couple look eh? OPS*
The decoration put by me and baby.
(:
2units of 2Storey Chalet.
xing fu de nu ren (:
Cheeky here!
The SUPER SWEET SUGARY huixian!
Sugar moments.
The engaged couple.
Indoor decoration. yooohoooo
*shys!
He loves the ballon more then me lo!
Mummy Mum Loves!
Stairway to nowhere
Now..The unltra impt role of my life, my best ever friendship i've made.
Introducing..
"KEREN"
[:
SEXY HER!
If only time could stop here..
to allow us to have never ending chats and bondings..
because she's like a root in me..
Well, this is for you.FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING YOUR PANTS
EVERYONE CAN SEE IT
BUT ONLY YOU CAN FEEL IT
THANKS FOR BEING THE PEE IN MY PANTS
:D
HAHA! JK hur sis!You jolly know you're worth much more then that okay!
Hehe.
I guess you should know how and what i mean.
And..
My baby!
When both of us doesn't get entertained by our partners, we do stupide things
Buffet on 24th!
snapshot by sexy keren! CREDITS TO HER OKAYS!CLAPS PEOPLE OKAY!
The foood was alot! Didn't manage to eat alot, guest servings!
First ever key birthday cake by baby.
You got me all dumbfoldedd when i saw this
YOU are a chocolate-button of loveliness
The foood was alot! Didn't manage to eat alot, guest servings!
First ever key birthday cake by baby.A 3kg cake, all the way from hub and walking distance and back to chalet
It wasn't an easy job i know
Somehow, i know, immpossible jobs can be possible with you all along
You always made it i-m-possible.
And i truely hearts you to bits!
You got me all dumbfoldedd when i saw thisI love this
HAHA
I love the key shape super many many toos :))
But don't worry
I heart you MOST kies :x
YOU are a chocolate-button of loveliness
on the vanilla full of MINE!
UNGLAM LOOK!
admit it. You love me don't you.
UNGLAM LOOK!
admit it. You love me don't you.HAHA!
The cutting of cake, and SABO of sprays!
The only one who go through the cake cutting session with me
Sweetloves
Showing off muscles again =.=
And back to the best of the best sister
The cutting of cake, and SABO of sprays!
The only one who go through the cake cutting session with me
Sweetloves
Showing off muscles again =.=
And back to the best of the best sisterThe second one whom i really loves and dotes de most besides baby
And finally i'm glad, somebody along gona take good care of her
Baby's brothers gang.
Shi dang since sec one.
Introducing Meimei
Another buddy of mine
Presenting the most NOISY one!
Fiona ke
Mei nu! AWWW..
LOOK AT HUIXIN! xP
THE SEC SCH BUNCH
as cheerful with mei around, HOR. (:
the cliques.
my favourites.
lauren! (: the one always in black
the regular ones at rtc.
HAHA!
JIAWEI on the first day of chalet, thanks for makin the effort to come down!
And back to the lovely sis again!
The final Group. ^^.
Zillion Millions Super thanks to these babes N' hunks.
final thanks again who made this day a special one.
And finally i'm glad, somebody along gona take good care of herThat's to be assured.
But i'l stil be here for you anytime anywhere okay?
Baby's brothers gang.
Shi dang since sec one.Jaclyn, the used to be the so quiet and obdient girl
Now so noisy and chatty le
Hehe
Think people do grows as time grows along too
Hopefully, someone along the way will come by
To take special good care of her
I do love you friend. (:
Introducing MeimeiThe Super hyper active one!
Guess without her around, the group wil be much more quieter
She's like mine kai xing guo!
And super thanks fer the nicely made frame!
SOOO PRETTY.
But With my fugly fotos in it! HAHA!
YOU AR!
Ai shi ni le!
Another buddy of mineAlways so emo de.
hor? HEHE.
But she's a sweet girl
Always so gentle
Not like me so violent and rough
HAHA!
Presenting the most NOISY one!Sot sot de!
So glad we're stil out now
Your laughter cheer me up always
Seeing your happy-go-lucky character makes mi smile =]
Fiona keThe sporty sporty and always cheerful babe
Always take things easy
Thats why i guess she's leading a more unstressful life then the rest of us
How i wish i have half of her character
Mei nu! AWWW..Despite the seldom contacts, the effort made to come down
Truely touched.
Xie xie ni.
LOOK AT HUIXIN! xPOPS!
I LOVE THIS!
THE SEC SCH BUNCH
as cheerful with mei around, HOR. (:
the cliques. my favourites.
lauren! (: the one always in blackhei nu ren~
hehehe.
the regular ones at rtc.
HAHA!
JIAWEI on the first day of chalet, thanks for makin the effort to come down! And back to the lovely sis again!The one that goes through thick and thin
Going through our previous memories
occasional reminiscene
The final Group. ^^.
Zillion Millions Super thanks to these babes N' hunks.From top left
The RTC Bunch
Sengying, Lauren,Jiajun
From Second Row
Leslie & Huixian , Keren & Zhen Xuan
From Last Rows
The Group
Fiona,tiffany, Ruiting, MeiMei, Eveleen, Jaclyn
:D
And not forgetting..
Those pple who called esp to wish.
YOU 'RE NOT FORGETTEN OKAY (:
Qiuying, Seowwei, Serene
Angie, Kokk, Weixiong, YingYing
Felix, Sharon, Bryan, Din
Emily, Jean
Eugene, Ada & her boyf fer coming down
And not forgeeting Jacklyn & Ken to rush down all de way frm RTC after work
GREATLY APPRECIATED!
And finally..
Nearing the end of everything
Not forgetting to thanks Bii* once again for all these he have done
I missed the old me
more humane and more love
Morning brush with baby (:
This part is for him
Sweetness.
You are thePERFECT DRUG that i've grown addicted to YOU
Isn't it true the addictions around are many
But its shocking how many types really do exist.
Wanting to quit isn't that the hardest part
It do hurt us ain't it
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurts us
But don't it hurts more and worst when let go?
That's the reason, i always have difficulty real letting it go
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos you believed I'm everything i am
Because you loved me.
Thanks darling.
You don't always think i dont care enough
Baby, You're wrong
Because i've cared beyond your degree of understanding
At least i'm sure, my heart only has you
Soometimes i reali got to thank 'you' for teaching me,
"promises = trashed into bin"
And i've reali learn from this
From the small lil things you've taught me
even learning to dine properly
the real use of utensils cutlerys at restuarant
and many many others
jus one simple thankyou i supposed its not enough
Baby, i'll learn.
to love you less in order to get less hurt in future.
im working towards perfection
as i've told you, regarding perfectionist
remember okay?
I guess, this whole chalet have been a tough and hard time for you
The amount effort,time,hardsweat and amount money spent
I knew its not small
And the total amount of that, is 10000000x the love for you
Even friends around me, could feel the sweetness in you
The only one thay nod their heads to
But also the only temper of yours i hate
I guess i've mine too, so im not in the right position to say this
It hard to change, but i' try
for us.
Loving you was an experience for me
I firmly believe
"love isnt' finding someone you can live with, its someone you cant live without"
final thanks again who made this day a special one.
