When one gets too bored, this is what happens.
Madness.
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WAHAHAHA!self-entertained.
ps:Celebration Update Soon!
Happy 21st Belated BIGDAY! (:F I O N A - K E - J I A - L I
Sorry for not attending your celebration,
But neverthless, hope you fully enjoy this special day!
MWAHHS!
I know this is a super late entryPhoto taken during wanying's 21st.
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Super belated once again.
tune in SOON.
21st bigday's post up soon!
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"Love is alway patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins
but delights in the truth
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
It is never jealous
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offense and is not resentful
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins
but delights in the truth
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
and to endure whatever comes."
*copyright frm fiona's blog. (:
Your True Sign Is Taurus |
 Stubborn Possessive Self-Indulgent Greedy and Generous Determined and Deliberate Lover Of All Things Luxurous Comfort Seeking and Comforting |
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
 You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
You Communicate Like a Woman |
 You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely. You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice. Communication is how you connect with people. You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is. |
Your Lucky Underwear is Blue |
 You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first. |
fuck , FUCKED up
life.
mood was totally gone
i feel like a jinx myself
and i beleivce i am
i'm tinkin too much?
i dont tink so
don't try to proof me wrong cos u wun know when u will be de next target
or rather i shld sae
de nxt mishap will falls on you
nobody will understd
anybody will be tinking i'm bullshitting
until u guys who's in my shoes will understd finali wad i mean
it seems to be onli happening to the closes ones around me
dont' sae it's a concindence
cos' i will nv believe in sucha concidence
its too much of a concidence to take
first was my grandpa at 5yrs old
second was my closest aunt whom dote on me alot when i was 12 years old
next was my mum, when i was 20
it was nt fully recovered
now, its him
the one whome i reali fork out all my time and efffort on it
the one whom reali understd me at times w/o me saying anythin
the one whom loves me the most but who duno hw to show the right time to concern
and yet a strong feeling confirmed me tt dere's something gg wrong.
very wrong
its nt abt de happenings i wana know
its more of a period i wana go thru tog with you now
yet u dont get it
so u might tink its jus u alone to endure and carry all these weights urself
and leave me doin nthing at all and so helplessly standby doin nthing will make me happy
you're wrong
cause you have never ever gone thru the feeling of
losing de loves one without
goin throu all the difficult times with them
staying by their side when bad news fall upon dem
and just all of sudden
only durin the ;ast stage, they will jjus be gone frm your side
gone.
its never a nice feeling
and it will never be
its not about the happy times to be go thru tog,
its more of a full cycle of a lifespan to go thru tog
sometimes i wonder,i keep wana know the truth know everythin
but yet i might nt stil be ready myself to accept all these myself
yes i know time heals,
but hw mani cycles of losing your i have to go thru,
and hw many time heals i needa go thru
wounds will never ever heal,
even if it does
a scar will stil be left behind
one time is alright
second time is alright too
the third and following time
it will never be alrite for me
never ever.
pardon me for this entry
its the only place i can pour all my sorrows to
helpless
helpless
HELPLESS
*i seems not to be concerning abt anyting ain't it
place urself in my shoe, u'll nv understd
totally helpless.
its beyong my control
speechless now
life stil continues, full of agony
