Tuesday, July 12, 2005 @7/12/2005 11:18:00 PM
well. has lotsa tings to sae. delicate tis page somehow fer some1. being a superstar is difficult. And defintely being de gf of de super*star* is much more worst. sighs. fidel.. u've got to brace up okies. =) remember u still haf frens ard u. sometimes things are not seem to be wad it is. he has his difficulties in facing so mani pple.. so u r de shinning star fer him tt guides him throughout along de wae. u reali got to jiayou! =D okies. wad he reali nids now is ur care concern and ur support de. kam-pa-tehs. u can do it de okie cos i noe u can. u even told mi abt de hardest hardship in june tt u've gone thru. tis is jus part of de journey. hmms, sometimes u haf to reali tell him abt wad u tink n feel too, chose de correct time to tell him. when he's free or chattin wif u sweetly over de fone. time will sure proves to him tt he'l understd wad u've done is worthwhile de. i'm reali like tokin rubish here. gal, reali try to bear wif it. jus mayb 1month. is jus 4wks onli. if he reali like seems not to care anymre, den u'l tink of other waes. hope tings don turn out to be bad. reali. its not a gd ting afterall. be cheerful okie. mus smile always. don sad.. if nt got wrinkles. x)